I put the laptop on my thights: luckily the bus is not completly full this time so I can strech my legs. I am coming home!! I feel a lot of different emotions.
I am excited because
I am coming back home to my family and friends that I have missed
more than I ever admitted. And I am happy to engage myself with new
projects: I still don't know them exactly but it is ok. Some years
ago I decided that I don't want to be anxious about my future.
Everytime I wasn't looking for something, new and adventurous opportunities were there waiting for me! This happened with this
project too. One day of July last year I received an e-mail from
Sara, inviting me to read more information about the project, and to
contact her if I was interested. This is how this crazy, thrilling,
inspiring journey started. In September I left home with some doubts,
but now I know I made the right choice.
I am looking for a job for the next months but, at the same time I want to save some time for me: for reading, having small walks and for friends and family.
I am deeply sad
for everything I am leaving behind: an amazing city, a rewarding job
and a lot of special people. Only now that I left Budapest I can
shape my thoughts and I would like to thank my fellow coworkers for the adventure. I
am sorry if I am late, but last days in Budapest were surreal!
Thank you Beci because you showed me what being commited to a project looks like. Thank you for showing me what it means to be a good person, with no prejudice towards anyone. Thank you for your (always conforting) words and thank you for always being availabe to listen.
Thank you Núria for being an amazing workmate and flatmate, for being understanding and fuc*ing funny! Thank you for including me and for sharing your friends, your space and your incurable optimism. You were like sunshine and I will truly miss you.
I am gratefull for
the opportunity that was given to me and I am curious about this
new part of my life that is coming.
So, here I am, trying to come up with a job that suits me, and that will allow me to live my life exactly how I want to. This is a job that doesn't exists now, but I will put all of me to create it!
To whoever is reading this blog post: good luck. And remember: "prayers won't help, second hand will", so go and shop in Filantrópia even if I won't be there anymore!!
Eleonora :)
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